My first time blogging here.
I would have preferred if my first post was a little more upbeat, a little less sombre, but I guess its the only thing I can think of and write down now.

Today was perhaps the most emotional day I've had as a member of s6n, and as much as I've tried not to show it, there's an empty void in my heart I cannot describe.

The whole day was filled with growing trepidation, I think all of you can guess why too.
We sang our 2008 batch song as a class at the end of lessons, and it just suddenly dawned on me how lucky I was that there were some wonderful people whom I had as CT mates, and how guilty I felt to have been complaining incessantly about how lousy and screwed up my CT was at the end of orientation.

To our dear Yuen Ying and Li Xin: the best of luck for your appeals. I don't really know when the results will be released or what happens after that, but I can assure you that your presence (or the lack of it) will be felt by all for the few days (hopefully) you no longer reside with s6n.

To Yuen Ying specifically:
Yilina, Collin and I will miss sitting with you during lectures and tutorials.
I really don't know how I'll feel about this until school resumes tomorrow and I don't see you occupying the seat next to me.
I don't really know how I'll feel not having someone (other than Collin) keeping me awake during lessons by drawing on my paper and disturbing me.
I don't really know how I'll feel not having someone in CT I can fully identify with and share my deepest thoughts to.
I only do know, that I'll miss you a lot for a very very long time indeed =(

Come back.

8:47 PM